>>141633You might be homosexual. Usually, mother's of exceptionally bright children will bring them into their bed and sexually exploit then to ensure they are sufficiently familiarized with coitus, felatio, and Cunnlingus.
In your case, and because you own mother refused to sexually abuse you, she probably became aware of your homosexuality early on, deciding that it wasn't worth teaching someone to procreate that would likely never breed anyway.
This may also account for the lack of any molestation by your school teachers, which is unusual, unless they sense that there is something wrong with you, because it is so common for teachers to indulge they sexual fantasies with their pupils.
You never mentioned your family at all, but since you were failed both by your school teachers and your own mother, this task should have then befallen to your father who will typically purchase a prostitute to "break you in", or in the case of an extremely impoverished family, violently ass rapes the child a few times (often in a drunken stupor), which is very effective during your sexual development and awakening.
To assist with planting these newly discovered techniques and activities into long term memory, they're often coupled with landmark events immediately following the bloody ass rapings, such as beating the mother (usually she's the wife, but some of you homos are bastards) until she's reduced to a whimpering heap on a hardwood floor, then giving her one good kick in the face for good measure, and following it all up with a violent, forced oral throat rape.