>>208045I don't generally look into the members of bands unless I really like them, I'm still trying to figure that part out basically
My real passion is hardcore music a la Inclination but I think I'll have to settle for metal because bass is all I have unless I want to turn up with the acoustic guitar (which also fell into my lap and I have no idea how to play).
As for aspirations, I don't know. Originally I wanted to be in a band but I think even if it was mutually agreed upon that it was a side project that nobody takes too seriously, it would still be a massive time sink and right now I'm trying to pull myself out of NEEThood so I think joining a band is the last thing I should be doing. It'd still be neat, I'd like to play even little basement shows, but I don't think it's realistic at this point in time. Right now I just think it'd be fun to learn and give me an excuse to talk to people because as it stands I'm a woefully uninteresting person and all I really know anything about is video games and politics which are both not the best foot to start off on with strangers. I think it would also help me appreciate music in general a lot more to know how to play, so maybe I'll be able to get back to you on that once I reach the level of nerdery where I'm bothering to seek out and emulate bass players but for rn it's just fundamentals desu