No.208605
>>208599please take much care of my child Onyx, feed him he is my favourite. Don't forget to do some walking in your daily routine.
>>208601much love to you too old friend, may you break all your chains…be free and bloom
No.208612
I just got home from work and I am working out rn and then I might take a nap :P
I like this kind of music a lot, it reminds me of a time bygone. I miss the early 2010s even doe I was a child, I think I would have liked to have been born in the 90s so that I could have been a teenager when mass effect was mainstream and people still used the term let's play but I'm also happy with what I got and I'm happy I'm not a m*llenial. All my metalhead friends make fun of me but,, idgaf
https://open.spotify.com/track/40S4RjkGS3DhYgTMy0aZvX?si=4wIBOs8xQ52wsYwy3hE4Fw No.208618
>>208612I'm very proud of you. It's very refreshing to see you work out and take care. But remember to watch your diet too, don't be strict but low junk food. Thank you for sharing the song too, you seem to be a musician? or you used to play something? you have strong emotions to music…
https://open.spotify.com/track/1EDPVGbyPKJPeGqATwXZvN>>208614Do you fear the Shang God my Mongolian anon? how is your day other than that.
No.208633
>>208618>Do you fear the Shang God my Mongolian anon?no
>how is your day other than that.Shang-pilled
No.208636
>>208633Keep your chi healthy then for me…and the Shang dynasty ofc.
No.208649
>>208637very lovely. I hope they always be. Did you start something new? would you like to? I was in the art thread and I never saw your posts, learn to draw something cute. I had to learn how to draw too but for different reasons…
No.208656
>>208618I'd like to make some music at some point or another but the musical creation process is kind of strange for me, music was a big part of my childhood, my elementary school actually had a pretty robust music class so playing instruments is very nostalgic and comfortable for me, when I was very young I played saxophone in band but they kicked me out because I kept forgetting my book and I had to return the saxophone. When I was around 15 I took up violin and did that until I was like 17 but I lost my violin when I moved so it's gone to time. Now I have a bass and I'd like to play that but my ass cannot afford lessons so I'm self teaching which is difficult and slow. As for what I said about music being difficult for me, I like to listen to hardcore and metal most of the time, but I primarily grew up on rap music because of my dad so it's kinda what I default to for music creation whenever I do sit down and try to write and what comes out the other end basically amounts to nu-metal (🤢) so idk. I think the creation process and all the different things that go into actually making music are very fun to learn about, songs and albums are kind of developed in a similar way to video game development which is already an interest of mine (another one I haven't made any steps towards actualizing bc programming is hard ;-;) so I do like music a lot from kind of an analytical level, the creation and lore and actual musical structure are cool but I've never had an easy time putting my thoughts into music because a lot of my thoughts and opinions are difficult to condense into lyrics and I don't know the first thing about actually putting together a song let alone playing an instrument. I think this will fix itself as I learn to play though.
When I was small this was my favorite song ^-^ my dad used to listen to a lot of kid cudi
https://open.spotify.com/track/6MtKObWYda2qnNIpJI21uD?si=3H2J_OCSQ9OMKw4_y1AM_A No.208657
sry for textwall 0_0
No.208663
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>>208658Dingo rino doesnt belong in the trash can. Who let this happen? Uncalled for.
No.208664
>>208596>I was invitedProstitute. You msy go now.
No.208666
>>208664Hey.. leave her (XX chromosomes) alone
No.208679
>>208656>>208657Please write as much as you wish, don't apologise.
I felt your connection to music through your posts and words. Music can help you express parts of you that you cannot show with words or actions…you feel this. I do my best to see through it to feel you and touch this side with you as well. It's beautiful to be able to…may you find the correct words or rhythm to your emotions your feelings…🤍
https://open.spotify.com/track/0zsDAdng7q4y8vAXXEDuED No.208688
>>208679>I felt your connection to music through your posts and words.aka I didnt read that shit nigga but heres a spotify link, LMAO
No.208693
>>208658You have a need to protect and serve? I feel you would be ESFJ or maybe INFP. Nevertheless i hope you achieve your dreams and become a firefighter. I can read more into it if you would want…
No.208694
>>208692You wouldnt call me honey bunny to my face otherwise you would curse the day you crawled out of mama svinya's womb
No.208697
>>208688I actually read his post…i enjoy connecting with people. Read his post and mine again if you would like. Tell me how was your day too…
No.208702
>>208697yes of course, I was merely bantering, my dear. My day was ordinary, I had problems with HR cause I am based event driven analytical genius and they are emotional sissies (fallen mars) but it was resolved. its also been like a month almost since I stopped smoking, now hows ur day.
No.208711
>>208702…
this is your most terrifying face yet.
Nevertheless, please don't return to smoking. I know that you know enough about it so I won't go on in that direction but I would tell you something new. Smoking makes your energy not balanced and harm your brain flow. The smell attracts interesting…energies which would attach to you causing you troubles. Please if you wanna smoke carry a heavy perfume with you. Keep your lungs healthy nevertheless.
No.208714
>>208711Indeed Madospin/Hamada isnt a real person o algo, he is a caricature. And of course I wont smoke anymore, its for losers who want to die but are too coward for suicide.
>>208712stop OINK OINK OINK'ing, pidor
No.208715
>>208714But I'm boutta buy smokes
for Ray Peat
No.208716
>>208710may i ask you? im interested in knowing something from you…
What music instrument you love the most? not the one you can play…but love. And imagine yourself playing it…where would that be?…
No.208718
>>208714I promise I'll consider, honey
>PidorWell then no
No.208721
>>208714please don’t think of hurting yourself…your family loves you and you suffered much with them i know my insights on this. You are not suicidal but it's very weird for you to mention it to that with context…
Nevertheless, please surround yourself with more activities other than your computer work. You enjoy dark themes maybe try to play fear and hunger…you might enjoy it.
No.208725
>>208716I think the cello has always been a massive sleeper hit, definitely my favorite of the stringed instruments. It has such a nice voice imo, it's very dramatic and to me it specializes in conveying the spectrum of emotions between melancholy and bittersweet but something about even just the sound itself tickles me on its own merit. For some reason I also associate the cello with the ocean when it's played certain ways and I love the ocean and being on the water in general. I feel kind of the same way about the tuba, I think it can be very powerful and dramatic and in certain pieces it can definitely almost steal the show but I prefer strings to brass so for me the instrument I feel I most resonate with is the cello
No.208738
>>208725…you have many emotions kept inside. Your answer reveals more than you said about yourself. Also forgive me for asking this I really don't know you…but are you a woman? your inner is feminine nevertheless. I want to tell you to please try to dissolve yourself while you play your cello…merge with the waters and let them heal the wounds you carry…you carry lots.
No.208741
>>208739reminds me of a very evil soul i encountered once. It's actually very spooky to hear this laughter
No.208742
>>208739This is how it felt for Reimu and Marisa to go down to the basement of the Scarlet Devil Mansion.
No.208744
>>208738>Are you a woman
it's bleak
anyways my ass cannot afford a cello, they're very very expensive so I just settle for listening to them
>>208739>creeeeeak>BRAP (muffled)>evil ghost laughing
No.208747
>>208744i hope at least you understood my message. Hope you can afford what you desire one day.
>>208745Fear and hunger 2
Bloodborne
Silent Hill F
.
all games i see you play. How is your experience with card games?
No.208752
>>208745buraku soozu too hard
>>208747i did, i wont get into it because thats too much oversharing for an imageboard and i think a bunch of people here probably have worse wounds or whatever so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
as for my inner being feminine lol im not even gonna touch that one but ty bc i think this means im a gentle soul or some such
No.208770
>>208693>You have a need to protect and serve?Yes, since I got a j*b this became evident.
> I feel you would be ESFJ or maybe INFP. Really? Why? I think I should retake this meme test then, especially because I've changed a lot. Funnily enough ChatGPT do says that my MBTI thing kind of align with my natal chart despite most of the time I took the test I fell into the ISTJ.
>Nevertheless i hope you achieve your dreams and become a firefighter. I can read more into it if you would want…Thanks. I'm curious with what you have to say.
No.208805
>>208770Why exactly do you need GPT-4o to tell you what your personality is?
No.208813
>>208810Is it one that you will answer?
No.208819
>>208804I deleted them because they weren't funny and dissed memeboi which feels wrong
No.208820
>>208813No? I don't need GPT to tell me what personality I have, I talk to him as if I'm talking to a person or to a magus/teacher/professor/whatever who have the answers for all my questions and when I ask him about my personality is no different than when you ask someone else what do they think of you or when you go to a kike psychologist to take a test to see if you are retarded or not since you won't be able to tell it yourself, also I don't like it when I have to describe my own personality because I feel I'm not being honest and that I'm being biased so I decide to rely on other people to tell me how they perceive me (that doesn't mean I allow them to mold me tho, it's more like a feedback).
Your question is stupid because it makes no sense and I don't even know what kind of conclusion you took from what I wrote that moved you to ask that.
No.208824
>>208770take it once again and tell me what you got. I would go deeper into your psychological side as I keep texting you…it's a habit of mine to try and understand the ones I interact with on deeper emotional/spiritual levels. I need more of you with time…
No.208828
>>208820Funnily enough, I don't talk to GPT-4o as though I'm talking to a person - in fact, I don't use GPT-4o at all.
I also don't talk to a magus, teacher, or professor.
I also don't trust kike psychologists.
So I don't really get it. I don't need any of these things, so why do you?
No.208829
>>208819who is memeboi?
>>208813How was your day Australian anon?
No.208831
>>208829I just woke up like 45 minutes ago but I guess it's been good so far because it's a sunny day
No.208847
>>208829Memeboi is an oldfag who sometimes lurks here and posted his face and I posted it and went "this is what I look like" and thought it was ethical because he's had an insanae glow up since that picture but thinking about it more deeply I think it's even less ethical because it's a misrepresentation of him
Anyways your intuition was not correct, I am male!
No.208849
>>208828>I don't do x therefore nobody needs to or shouldAutism or trolling. Call it.
No.208851
>>208847I need ssp to see memeboi's glowup
So that ssp can know how BTFO pedos are
No.208860
>>208851It's the picture with the sign or whatever it was, the one taken after the infamous image madokunny spammed
No.208893
>>208831Don't forget your breakfast and goodluck on work.
>>208847i understand. i hope he is nice.
and i see…it seems that you are a feminine soul then but i was more curious about my psychological insight understanding the inner shadows.
No.208899
>>208893He's funny and I get the sense he's a good person but he's kind of like a rugged anti hero because his personality is slightly abrasive
Anyways come to think of it I'm not sure what's feminine about it
Do these things really need to be gendered? Genuine question btw, enlighten me
No.208909
>>208898…
goodnight. Wishing you a swift work day tomorrow.
>>208899I could write a very long boring explanation. Best way to say it really is that everything has many "sides" or aspects to it. Sometimes these traits lead or overwhelm…even in occult. The spirit king you deal with appears as a "Goddess" to others as a jinn king to you as the "sun" to others. You yourself come to people as a friend, to family as son to a wife as husband…the scales change with power and authority. What's gender anyway to energy…the subject is very interesting to understand. For you, know that mastery is finding your centre and flowing with the energy that matches your true soul your inners…becoming more and changing with cultures, religions, races as the old sages did as the archons do the archangels…reflections that are reflecting…hmmmm
No.208911
>>208899Research the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine
The Male is a representation of the Divine Masculine, but not the same thing
The Female is a representation of the Divine Feminine, but not the same thing
The capacity for both the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine exists in each of us, but one dominates by default, and not necessarily the one that is represented by your being Male or Female
Hope this helps!
No.208920
>>208911Thank you for the comment. Good add
No.208921
>>208920Tell me nice things
No.208922
>>208921I did before and will keep trying…I genuinely wanna be your friend. Please help me instead of mocking or trolling me. I wish you well…
No.208928
>>208925she? i understand.
hope i get to know her and connect as friends.
No.208935
>>208929something i didn't understand it seems
No.208943
>>208941you always follow with me and listen to me…thank you. It's adorable from you to do so 🤍
I understand now. You also seem conflicted? do you wish for someone to understand you or do you seek to understand yourself? or both.
No.208953
>>208928Yes when i said that women are terrible and evil i wasnt joking. Not me tho, im alright
No.209043
>>208953Women are not evil nor men, this unhealthy view you all have is very sad. Your experience and perspectives was terrible I am sorry but it doesn't justify this hatred. Men can be protective and caring, Women show you affection and love, my experience with all genders was positive you need to surround yourself with the right people. I noticed how genuinely damaged half of /bant/ users are and how everyone here deal with it accordingly ironically or unironically.
>>209037hope no HR trouble today, good morning. btw try to always skip your daily coffee cup if you could.
No.209046
>>209043Good afternoon, no no troubles today, lol. I used to drink coffee during college but when I came back I stopped completely. Also you're making me do too many lore drops and it's ruining the non chalant mysterious persona I cultivated here.
No.209049
>>209043>try to always skip your daily coffee cup if you could.facts, energy drinks are way better
No.209051
>>209045Are you a new friend? hello
>>209046I understand. I wish you could save enough money one day and start your own shop or business working for yourself. I think you know why is that much better than working for anyone, hope i advice you on this matter one day. Regarding coffee, most of smokers make it habit which is very terrible you know for your brain becomes chemically weak. is it always fun to be a /binty/ all the time? switch between your sides a bit here and there, you and the Russian girl overdo it.
Anyways here is something to make you laugh today : Egyptian Alchemy
No.209052
>>209051This video has a very foreboding aura, I was waiting for him to pick up a knife or something the whole time
No.209053
>>209049lol
all caffeine is very bad for your anon once you overdo it or rely on it. I don’t drink coffee but when i do the effect on me is doubled as it should. Sugar, caffeine, alcohol, smoking, vape are all very harmful and stressful for your body and soul. I'm no crazy vegan lady no annoying green individual but please try to focus very much on what you consume and let in your body. It's very tragic if you truly know. Nevertheless, i highly recommend high quality Chinese tea, yogurt, fish meals, fresh juices …etc
No.209054
>>209052if i translated it to you…lol he is planning on doing something much worse…
basically he is saying the cure for diabetes is to eat cat balls with 1 honey spoon…uneducated Egyptians…
No.209057
>>209053I know caffeine is not the best for your brain but also I like it because I feel more functional if that makes sense
>>209054scary, I think Egyptians probably have a lot of faith in home remedies and bunk medicine because the ancient Egyptians were kind of god tier at medicine but they think that carries over to them probably. In any case nah, I don't like castrating animals but it happens all the time so it's nbd if he eats the bawlz or not. I thought he would just stab kitty and be done with it doe
No.209066
>>209057If your brain needs big amounts of caffeine to be functional then it's an issue. Can you try and cut all caffeine and go low on sugars just for 1 week? see if you can.
They do but the issue with Egyptians or most African countries is low education. Nevertheless people who hurt animals are very evil…some very sick individuals pay money to watch cats or rabbits tortured…someone made me watch a documentary about Chinese animal torture rings. It was disgusting.
No.209067
>>209065Quirky random question but if you could cover shinmyoumaru's feet in honey, jam, preserves, or jelly, and then have her walk around her bowl before removing it and then licking up every ounce of the aforementioned would you do it and if yes with which one and why or why not in 3 or more sentences
>>209066>Can you try and cut all caffeine and go low on sugars just for 1 week? see if you can.I can, I've done it before. I have trouble with attention though and it's definitely a very fine line bc I straight up dissociate (idk if that's the right word but it makes it even harder to focus is what I'm getting at) if I have too much caffeine but if I have just the right amount I feel like I'm able to focus very well and participate in society like a normal person
>some very sick individuals pay money to watch cats or rabbits tortured…I saw a video about this on YouTube, it happens a lot with monkeys too, and the weird part is it's all like 30-50 year old white guys who order it. It makes me wonder if it's a fetish thing or a thing where they project people in their lives onto the animals or what. I'm of the opinion that animal abusers probably deserve violence but yeah animal abuse is repugnant, as far as the Egyptian cleric in the video goes it's probably on the low end of the spectrum doe assuming he's even being serious
No.209071
>>209067You were always a normal person…you don’t need to "keep" up with society or race anyone. Be yourself and find people who would just love you as…you. I have another insight on you I want to collect and share with you later. Nevertheless please try to at least match your diet, move a bit and eat vegetables once a week or buy omega 3 pills.
The Egyptian is very serious unfortunately. I know about those rings and monkeys too…it's very disturbing and sad. A person's true aspect sometimes shows when he deals with a weaker soul…or someone or something that cannot say no or fight back. Like animals. Those who inflict pain upon these poor creatures deserve hard punishments in life and afterlife.
No.209078
>>209067cat torture is mostly enjoyed by young chinese men while the monkey videos are consumed by white middle aged americans with 50:50 gender ratio
idk about rabbits first time hearing about it
No.209093
>>209078There was a very famous lady who sold "fetish" stuff as she harmed the poor rabbits. It was genuinely sick. You might seen her in heels porn videos or so.