>>262171>I wonder if I should invest more on otokonoko body type or thisstarting to think its not even worth it to pursue. you starve for two weeks eating nothing but tuna chicken and leaves and working yourself to death to make marginal progress and then fuck it all up the second you eat a hamburger. and the whole time you're getting older and grosser and uglier, the cold, pale, bony fingers of father time closing around your throat, strangling any semblance of beauty out of you over time. you post what you manage to scrape together in those moments of foolishness when you convince yourself you aren't hopelessly unattractive and you get maybe two responses from gross old men and then you're looked over. this shit sucks.