I've realized that nobody truly genuinely cares about me My family hates me and deadnames me and misgenders me. My therapist forgot about our appointment and forgets basic details I tell her I have no real life friends, and I can't make any I have no online friends, and hombre, the only one that I had just calls me a troon If I died no one would care
I don't hate trannies obsessively or call you a troon or anything, I just can't help you now, my nature is to provide charity and your nature is to bite the hand that feeds, I forbid myself from wasting more time and moved on, myself and the others here are rooting for you but you want much more than that and can't appreciate it
Ultimately you are the only one who can change the reality of things you described in OP, unless you take your future in your own hands everything will stay the same. Dwelling on past will not take you anywhere. >I've realized that nobody truly genuinely cares about me Then start caring about someone else instead, there are joy in giving love as well as receieving it. >My family hates me and deadnames me and misgenders me. Move out and burn the bridges. >My therapist forgot about our appointment and forgets basic details I tell her She clearly doesnt care about you so ask for a replacement/move out and get another one. Therapy is mostly a scam anyways. >I have no real life friends, and I can't make any Friends in adulthood are pretty hard to make, you could get into college or something and make bonds there though unless its too late. Or get a hobby (which is still active and fairly popular) >I have no online friends, and hombre, the only one that I had just calls me a troon Online relationships of any kind are fleeting so you shouldnt dwell on them too hard >If I died no one would care Bibisissies would probably
>>290083 yeah we should all be like you sitting in the piwnica jerking off to pay gorn and futa and waiting for everything to fall in our laps, fuck you
My perspective is that the eunuchs are victims basically No one wants to see the fifth young man this week jump off a bridge, he was someone's son and his parents had hopes and beliefs for what he would grow up to be But at the same time the eunuch is only standing up there performatively so that he can receive a wave of support which acts as basically an excuse to continue being vile in the name of his master and cause the cycle to repeat
What the eunuch actually needs to do is man up and admit to himself that he's been deceived and is walking in evil ways, but he can't do that because it takes a lot of mental strength Yet the onlookers believe in their hearts that he has the strength to do it, because good is the default This I firmly believe
that liberating feeling when you realize that your agp-ic fascination with feminine modes of fashion and behavior as portrayed in Japanese animes and games (!), evendoe real women don't behave like animes at all anyway, can be compromised with your male physique and sense of self through the 'nokopill and you don't have to have a vagina or boobs and all that jazz to practice "feminine" stuff in the autistic sense, but ホモビism is necessary doe
>>290075 >>290077 >>290078 >>290088 >>290091 Wowie, thanks for letting me know that you people don't actually give a shit about me. I already knew it but this confirms it.
>>290093 The fuck you want us to do? Give you a rimjob? I don't say much because I don't know you and I don't like to put my nose on other's people business. But you should do the things >>290082 told you to do, like going into college, getting a job and getting the fuck away from your shit family and seeking support from other trannies, then I remembered that you, like many retards here are lazy bastards and abhors w*rk (or even higher learning), rightfully, but you aren't going nowhere without having a wage. Also, it's surprising to me that you don't have many online friends, from what I observed, trannies are giga terminally online and have an entire microcosm of their own, they are tightly packed together supporting each other in troon groups in troon hobbies like a Männerbund, are you unable to get along with them or something? And where is Memegoy? I thought you two were together or something based on that retarded pity party both of you made a month or so ago. I assumed this would happen again since he (or an impersonator) posted in a thread today.
who do you want to care about you theres no need to seek validation from the deranged internet strangers
nobody cares about me here and thats why im free to unleash my unfiltered stream of consciousness, obviously i cant do that anywhere else. of course, nobody cares about me irl either but thats separate
>>290093 I just sayed we care thoughie also if you want to feel less bad, imagine how tiny and insignificant you are in the big vast space and how short your time here is compared to all the millennia that have passed and await, no reason to worry when you're a piece of dust that's here for a moment anyway
>>290122 I like people being passionate about a topic too, but not when I can't even understand what they're really saying. Additionally (though it's beside the point), no one on this website is my friend.
/pol/ webms and dark webms can sober one's mind up and reminds one their place in the physical world cuz dat elevator can be the last one at least you all have your limbs and face intact, das positive thinking
>>290141 it was almost nude 'noko Reimu in a submissive position (from_above) looking up at the viewer and making a v-sign with both hands with his penis erected but censored
>>290160 he grew some amazing fucking boobs white people genes are so breast focused that even the men make nicer pairs than average nonwhites, incredible