even though I was a fine and strong fat ugly bastard just 00000000.0000001.0000006-7 nanosecond ago, I just decided to transition. I still intend to keep my girl schlong, since that help fight the evil patriarchy, also pants are comfortable and fight gender stereotypes, I just decided I'm a lesbian if that matters btw, breasts seem like a hassle so I stick to just not having them, and I'm not wearing makeup or a bra either because beauty standards imposed by me, I'm also bipoc by the way and that matters.
>>292211 long story, but it's the reason why I don't go commando when I'm in the office, id gonna spend half the day watching porn. should be okay now since I can just tell them that I'm a cute transgirl now, and that I'm transageist too btw.
as a girl I'd like an obnoxious autistic stinky greasy dirty hairy balding blue-collar fat ugly bastard manchild only and no one else just like Stocking from Panty & Stocking and would do anything for him
Porn made me more attracted to personality than appearance, as a goonette i would rather be with a fub who shares the vision than a 10/10 guy or girl who i need to hide my power level around
>>292236 why do japanese have these obese men in the hentays? japanese are like the least fat people, even starving africans are fatter with their bloated stomachs
>>292237 Contrast and degradation/humiliation fetish: The bigger the gap between the male character's appearance (gross, old, sweaty, obese, balding, creepy) and the female character's (usually idealized as young, beautiful, pure, innocent), the stronger the sense of "fall" or corruption feels. A hot guy seducing someone isn't as "degrading" for this kink; an repulsive man "winning" or forcing the situation amplifies the taboo/shame element that some viewers find arousing. Power fantasy via relatability or wish-fulfillment for some viewers: The "ugly bastard" is often portrayed as average-or-below-average in looks/status/power at first glance, yet he still gets the attractive woman (through coercion, money, position, persistence, or sheer endowment). This can serve as a self-insert boost for viewers who don't see themselves as attractive ("If even that guy can get her, maybe there's hope"). It's the opposite of the perfect handsome protagonist in vanilla romance. Cultural coding of "depraved/perverted" characters: In Japan, where thinness is the strong norm and obesity is rare and heavily stigmatized, fatness is an easy visual shorthand for "disgusting degenerate," "gluttonous," "low self-control," or "creepy old salaryman/pervert." It's similar to how Western media sometimes uses similar traits for villains or comic relief creeps, but dialed up in pornographic contexts. Niche fetish demand: There's a dedicated audience for this exact contrast (ugly/fat guy + hot girl), so artists and doujin circles keep producing it because it sells. The same pattern appears in some live-action JAV (Japanese adult video) casting, where "normal/ugly" older men are deliberately chosen for certain genres.
