twisting back injury when i was shoveling cold mix asphalt from my lifted truck bed that suddenly avalanched on me and turned me into a pretzel made a full recovery though
also when i was a roddler i used to use mattresses on the ground to slide ao i hit the corner of the wall as a result (haha yeah this explains many stuff(
>>171674 male genitalia is a direct result of excessive dihydrotestosterone in the womb female genitalia is the default state for human genitalia in that sense, male genitalia is quite literally a tumor for women such as myself you wouldn't let a tumor in your brain stay there and grow would you? of course not.
The worst one I can remember was when I managed to kick a chair and fractured the middle toe of my left feet, this happened 9 years ago. Because of that, this toe is a little tilted to the left. Also, what was that JS code that filtered certain flags that was used on memegoy again?
>>171694 i didnt stop posting but i posted less and people noticed and it made me happy but then i didnt post for almost a month and no one noticed and it made me sad
You faggots are only saying those things because you are terrified of the thought of losing another frequent poster just like how it happened in the almost 2 years this website has been up and now is reduced to a very few posters that may not even reach 20, although this can be due to the auth preventing new people from posting. I was going to write a massive yapping nuke but the body limit prevented me from embarrassing myself further and this shithole won't tell you what is the character limit and neither how close you are to it, so I'm not even gonna bother. >>171697 It was a reply to you that was too long to post and like everything I do, I diverge from the main thing and end up going places. All I gonna say is, I'm none of those things, I'm just a random, I don't get what "vibe" you are talking about, stop idealizing a random in a obscure 4cuck offshoot.
>>171741 i get like this when im commenting on an artists work for months and they never respond and then someone goes and comments with some trifling remark and the artist replies to their comment oh im so silly i always think i've made a friend
>>171758 food poisoning is agony after 12 hours of vomiting every 5 minutes you become fatigued and you keep thinking you will pass out but then you feel your heartrate redline because its time to vomit again awakened to vomit, feel faint, awakened to vomit, feel faint
>>171971 I'm not acting like hot shit tho, at least I think I'm not, I'm just typing what is on my mind, if you interpreted it that way, it's not my fault.
>>171979 I genuinely can't leave this place even thought I want and this is mentally raping me during my self-reflections. I'm almost requesting a ban on myself.
I keep refreshing the site unless I find something interesting to watch or read cuz yo soy obsesionado o algo and even then I need something like music, podcast, video and so on playing in the background
>>171987 yup i post here as part of my usual cycle of worthless fake enjoyment like gaming and looking at anime boobs, and also wagecucking and praying to God
>>172046 I don't even browse /pol/ and I don't even hate jews that much. You trannies should stop letting that board live rent free, even if you have the right reasons to do that. >>172018 I know that I'm traumatized and a social failure, but I didn't knew I also came across as a narcissist since I'm just as self loathing as the trannies I so despise and obsess over, but at least they have other trannies to support them, their own MƤnnerbund while I try to disconnect from everything when I feel like I'm getting too attached to it. I don't know if you actually did banned me since I'm posting from my wagecuck wifi, but now I might stop posting here since I revealed how pathetic I am, I just don't know what to do now, I've been feeling very shit lately and I don't have nowhere to vent, I still haven't got any passion or hobby and I'm feeling less and less human each passing day. Sunday was probably the worst day I had in years, nothing particularly bad happened to me, but a switch flipped and now I'm constantly miserable.
>>172087 >I know that I'm traumatized and a social failure, but I didn't knew I also came across as a narcissist since I'm just as self loathing as the trannies I so despise Everyone averages on being that to some extent in a corner of the internet like this, even memegoy, it was just a generic expression of it and easier to call out, it's also not much of a criticism either if everyone is, just generic >nothing particularly bad happened to me, but a switch flipped and now I'm constantly miserable. It could be diet unironically, I used to order clean food from a restaurant almost every day but switched to cooking my own stuff for a few days, namely sandwiches, I think suddenly eating bread (I avoid bread) and the sauces (seed oils) fucked me up and I actually became severely depressed for a few days out of the blue until my diet remained clean for a while again, it sounds like a dick move to tell a depressed person to examine diet but I always do that because it makes a diff for me and they usually have no guesses
>>172091 It's not about diet, its something more existencial. I keep raping myself in battles of self-reflections that lead to nowhere but more internal pain, it all began when I started to reflect on why I keep going into places where there are people I don't like and looking for the reasons why I dislike them so I may overcome this feel, why I avoid getting closer to other people, then it spiraled into questioning my few passions left and I concluded that I am not "a real one". This, combined with my anxieties about my future prospects, where, to improve my material conditions and get a better j*b I must better qualify myself for it, while at the same time lacking willpower to do it, and then at the same time being unable to enjoy things because I constantly feel that i NEED to do something important and a mortal fear of stagnation (it's a viciois circle), mindbroke me and opened a black hole in my chest and I reached my lowest point. I wasn't this down not even when my dad died, at least back then I had multiple ways to cope. I was younger, still had friends irl apparently some of them remembers me fondly because they are my mom's customers they asked her for me, but I'm too ashamed to talk to them since I have an inferiority complex towards them and they probably have better lives than I do, only cared about playing videogames and didn't had to be concerned about the future.
>>172250 It's becoming difficult to hide these feelings due to certain symptoms and people are starting to notice it behind my stoic and imposing keyfabe, they keep asking me "what happened", how the fuck I am supposed to explain to them "what happened"? I feel like I'm gonna break down and cry like a little bitch, my hands are shaky like I'm a Parkinson's patient and I keep catching myself doing stupid things because my mind is somewhere else. Honestly, I would've killed myself a long time ago, but I care too much about my family and I know very well how the unexpected death of someone can impact those who are still here I also have principles that'll prevent me from doing it. Suicide is one of the most cowardly and egoistical things a human can do, no matter how miserable I am, I'll never doing it. I've been feeling like a sissy lately, an OTOKO is not supposed to look this vulnerable. Anyway, I'm feeling a little bit better now that I managed to get this shit out of me, but things aren't going to be the same anymore.
>>172254 Are you stalking this thread or did I saged it with broken sage again? Commie froggie fag? I'll stop using it once I buy a guitar, or bass, or any other instrument since listening to music is the only thing i can do right now.
>>172255 it was the second post on first page. I hope you realize nobody cares about your bitching and whining most people here arent gonna read your essays and even if they do they'll just laugh at them nobody gaf
>172250 >waah I'm a failed normalfag, here's my sad tranime reaction image and my "unique" situation that's totally not the same as every /r9k/ failed normalfag, im totally a doomer kino protagonist You're not special, you boring retard, just kill yourself already monkey, but you won't, cause you love that attention
>>172250 I have been having similar thoughts and feelings for a few months now but what can you do, the world was not made for weirdos like us Be glad there's internet at least to connect with other outcasts and don't think/analyze too much
>>172087 just chill out reatrd, none of this matters we're just internet people
just because we refrain from opening up irl out of fear of REAL prosecution doesnt mean we should prosecute ourselves if literalwhos on the internet dont like us
>>172250 Respectfully you make your life out to be shit either way but you cause yourself a lot of unnecessary harm and wasted time, hating people or seething at anything is slavery, people also don't hate by default and it instead derives from underlying trauma and other negative forms of experience, it's not who you really are. There was this "indian soybaby" or whatever who used this site and he was like "wah wah we must doxx all gay people" 24/7 and would post tranny death gore but someone posted his doxx here and after deleting it instantly I asked him about it and he explained that he had a boyfriend from the sharty who groomed him and is spreading his doxx after the breakup, the soybaby seethes and demands all fags die because he's an almond brain and experienced trauma and the seethe is slavery and wasted time. If you swallow your pride and try to exercise self awareness you can improve unnecessarily negative parts of your life and then focus on the realities of being a third worlder and a brokie and all that after
>>172252 Everything you're going thru happens to every middle/lower class men in their 20s, you mentioned anxiety about material situation, do whatever you can to improve it now, small changes everyday, even if it doesn't work out you will have the peace of mind that you tried at least.
>>172259 Holy projection nuke. >>172260 >and don't think/analyze too much It's impossible not to do it when you are a loner and have nothing to distract your mind. >>172264 Thank you for your words, Aryan Chad, I worship you and your BWC. >explained that he had a boyfriend from the sharty who groomed him and is spreading his doxx after the breakup What the fuck is up with sharty faggots man
a bone was stuck in my throat when i was 12 worst pain ever..felt like swallowing a thousand needles whenrver i attempted to swallow had to go through surgery
>>189685 I get so much food stuck in my throat that I think my throat muscles are FUCKING SWOLE now. Just recently I TANKED a huge chunk of flesh that I accidentally swallowed. My throat muscles just pushed that shit down slowly.
>>189767 i weep for you do you exercise a lot? i walk about half n hour and bike another hour to work daily and never experienced one until now and it happened to me on a day off when i hadnt even physically strain myself so it was weird i think it was just from sitting weird
>>171641 I had to rip one of my molars out for a bet. did it a pair of pliers and some paper towel. the whole thing felt like I was have my jaw ripped off my skull. still in the end I made 500 bucks and didn't have to pay the cost of a dentist visit.
>>171641 >Back in 2012 >Playing on some concrete square in our backyard >Being young children we are throwing rocks at the ground for entertainment >Place my hand on the ground like a dumbass >Rock meets hand >Holy fucking shit my thumbnail came off Related note, it looked weird AF under my thumbnail, it was hardly even bleeding for some reason
there's this one time i got sick pretty badly and decided to just take some pills and sleep through it even through i was told to go to a clinic get it checked, then after like 3 days i woke up with this unbearable headache that hurt much more than any of the times i fell headfirst onto the floor, and that is after consistently taking anti headache pills, it probably could've been worse.
