thinking about blowing my brains out i'm never gonna pass in a million years imagine for a moment, wanting to be the opposite sex- but you can't. and you're constantly reminded of it. you see women in real life everyday and you wish you could be like them and have solidarity with them. but they look at you in disgust, and men do too.. and you're constantly misgendered. that's my life. i don't think anyone can really understand the toll this takes on my mind. it's built up over the course of years and i've had enough
I got a job and now my gender dysphoria is getting 10 times worse.. Holy shit, I thought my GD as a neet was bad but this is horrific. Speedrunning my death
>>320740 it's having to present male and having to talk to women while presenting male that hurts
i talked to one of my co-workers on the phone and i accidentally spoke in an androgynous/fem voice up till that point and she then said "is this (deadname) i'm talking to??" and i said yes, and after that she didn't sound too happy with me in my experience women HATE gender non-conformity far more than men do.
>>320746 undeniable fact >>320747 >>320745 western/Christian morality based nations are extremely against rainbow and manipulating the body like rainbow culture likes to do western nations only embraced rainbow in post-modernity, after open borders, and once there is open borders they cease to have white culture authority the pagans as well were less into being gay because they were too busy being furries and banging animals instead furry culture is actually white people culture that was coopted by MENA for being 'goatfuckers' in my opinion lmao. but i digress
this kind of historical rainbow question was actually really fun to think about and the first time i ever enjoyed discussing rainbow things on this board or maybe ever
>British Orientalist and explorer Sir Richard Francis Burton (1821–1890) hypothesised the existence of a "Sotadic zone". He asserted that there exists a geographic zone in which pederasty is prevalent and celebrated among the indigenous inhabitants,[4] and named it after Sotades.
>>320760 This gay Romanian kike keeps coping and projecting on his real semitic Lords because he can't accept that he pops boners around sweaty men in the gym.
>>320762 nice image >>320764 rome and greece spread out all over MENA and they werent Christian until the end so their culture is MENA aligned, compared to europe which became extremely Christ centric Christ is for the huwhite gentiles but you are not wrong / we are talking over so many years of history we need to be a bit more specific to really disagree on anything tbh
>>320758 >Every place except the one where i and the people I dickride was born are le degenerate, nonwhite and le bad. Total bongoloid extermination can't come soon enough.
>>320766 i think the perversion trend observed by the chart has more to do with the environment and geography/climate cultures with difficult northernly climates had stronger emphasis on regulating sexual behaviour so they weren't wiped out by the more difficult environment. perversion like raping young boys is very harmful to society, but in climates where survival is relatively easy you can get away with it but yeah youre right the only reason why india isn't red is because the bongoloid author wanted to think that bongoloid culture fixed the indians when in reality everyone knows they are extremely perverted and will bang anything
>>320773 there are workarounds. first, don't wear anything off-the-shoulder ever because this draws attention to your traps. wear black, black, black. black is the best color, it's literally like magic because it makes you look smaller in some areas and highlights you in others. for example, if you wear a black shirt with a colored skirt, it draws attention away from your shoulders and towards your hips, and vice-versa. wearing a black skirt and a colored (i like to do pastel blue) sweater or something will draw attention to your hips and bring it away from your shoulders.
i dont know your particular bodily situation, but a good safe bet is to get a white or light colored blouse, and pair it with one of those lolita-style skirts with the corset and suspenders. This brings in your hips, gives you nice color contrast, and the black suspenders cut the shape of your traps and help to soften them up a little bit.
this is all assuming you're reasonably skinny doe. if you're a BBW, your best bet is to go for a more androgynous look, I'd say, and do dark jeans and a light-colored sweater tbh and focus on getting /fit/ before you try squeezing yourself into dresses. >Damn nigga, you expect me to read all that? TL;DR: Color theory is your best friend. Learn it and how colors draw the eyes. >Faggot/Egg/Tranny Wrong, wrong, wrong, but believe what you want >I didn't mean that seriously bro why did you write all that over a joke erm. i just wanted to help.
>>320778 It's a summer dress i bought at a store, it has straps and exposes my back and shoulders. It was 80 dollars and it's very well made but i cried putting it on because of how horrible i look in it. My bideltoid is 15.75 inches and i have an ugly square body so of course i look terrible well, at least my body is square and not a reverse triangle :(
>>320779 facebook marketplace should help you recoup the cost idk what a bideltoid is, maybe im privileged enough to not have to worry about it but yeah your big mistake was getting something that showed a lot of skin towards the top.
idk how old you are but im sure you can work on your body. i know you don't get to choose your body shape per se but i dont think anybody except looksmaxx schizos really looks for that. i find that a lot of what human attraction is boils down to a recognition of talent and attention to detail, at least, i tend to look for that. Of course I care about someone's base physical traits, but I think it's very attractive when a girl knows how to put an outfit together or looks like she takes care of herself for example, and im paying more attention to that than her actual face or body shape so I think you're good as long as you practice self care. worst case scenario, though, a waist trainer is like $20-30 at the dollar store.
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