my brother is a total. eternally sheltered redditor loser traumatized by my dad, who has been trying to fearmonger us about going homeless for years now, and pretends to love and want to help my family. only to act concerningly forceful and aggressive in his attempts to help us when we don't want it, and side against me every time I try to protect myself or my mother from my father's abuse. flat out just saying "well erm I don't believe you" whenever he is told a story that 100% without a doubt puts me in the right. conveniently, he just gets a free excuse for all of his retardation because he's schizo. he was also delusional enough to literally start worshipping niggers like gods after the floyd shit happened >but he's traumatized by his father yeah and so was I, except I overcame it and developed a backbone, which enables me to stand up and act confidently when my father senselessly lashes out or pulls some other bullshit >but schizos are le based free thinkers I'm not seeing it, reddit seems to pull these types in like moths to a light and they just subscribe to the agenda that other basement dwellers write out for them
he also rushed into my room to try and steal my phone to stop me from calling the police once, because he thought that's what I was doing while my mom and dad had a shouting match. (I was getting ready to start recording it.) absolute scum who sees us all as inferior and needing his help whenever he wants to feel like a good guy, despite not being able to get a job or keep it to save his life >>352223 this wouldn't work because he's a kike who would rather turn everyone else into snowbunnies
being a misanthrope is the brain's version of unironically neeting. >urhhh i dont want to actually think about shit so im just gonna choose the path of least resistance and decide i hate everybody :^) it is the intellectual equivalent of sitting on your ass tipping your fedora and eating tendies all day and then somehow thinking you're smarter or more well informed than not only the expert but the people who bother to rub enough brain cells together to form sociological opinions. It is fundamentally enlightened centrism skewed through the lens of someone who is so much of an egotistical pussy they can't even accept they're an enlightened centrist and need to invent this totally dark heckin fucked up evil persona to compensate >my name is coldsteel the hedgehog... and i hate all human life... people around me are just dumb blobs of flesh dundering through life... unlike me... it's lazy. it's bullshit. it makes no sense and solves no issues upon scrutiny for even a moment. fuck every single pseud who claims to be a "misanthrope".
The only actual misanthropes are niggas from LatAm/SEA, like 60% of the population of both areas have to suffer from some form of psychopathy because thats where all the animal abuse content comes from.
>>352295 I FUCKING HATE EVERYBODY EVEN DOE THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE SUSTAINING MY NEET LIFE AKA MY FAMILY (BUY ME FOOD/TENDIES/INTERNET SO I CAN HATE EVERYBODY IN COMFORT INCLUDING THEM SINCE THEY'RE STUPID AS FUCK AND ARE GOY NORMIECATTLE SLAVES, AND TELL ME TO DO THIS OR THAT, FUCK OFF), THOSE WHO PRODUCE MY FOOD/TENDIES AND MAINTAIN MY INTERNET (STUPID TIKTOK WATCHING WAGESLAVES GET UP EARLY AND KEEP GOING TO WORK TO SUSTAIN THEIR STUPID SELVES AND THEIR STUPID FAMILIES, THEIR SERVICES ARE PAID ANYWAY, SO FUCK THEM TOO), AND THOSE WHO DRAW MY FAVORITE HENTAI SO I CAN GOON IN DELIGHT SINCE I CAN'T DRAW GOOD GOONABLE HENTAI MYSELF CUZ I HAVE NO ARTISTIC TALENT, I RESPECT THOSE DEGENERATE MOTHERFUCKERS, BUT STILL FUCK THEM TOO
>>352425 You don't need to like or stop hating people just because SOME people help maintain your physiological functions and it is unhinged to include even those who you will never see like the people maintaining the internet, who are just offering you their services because they are being paid to do so. That's like telling a slave in the 1700s that they must love their masters just because they give them shelter and food despite treating them like disposable tools.
IT'S EITHER THAT I COMMIT SUICIDE OR KILL PEOPLE WITH MY OWN HANDS OR PERSUADE THEM TO COMMIT SUICIDE THEREBY HAVING THEM DEAD ANYWAY OR WARS, DISASTERS, OR AN OUT-OF-FUCKING-NOWHERE ASTEROID ARRIVE AND RETARDS DIE EN MASSE
I WANT TO LEARN KANJI I WANT TO READ BOOKS I WANT TO GET MORE KNOWLEDGE AND APPLY IT TO THE REAL WORLD, I WANT TO GET BETTER AT BEING HUMAN I WANT TO HAVE SEX AND MAKE CHILDREN AND THEN TEACH THEM EVERYTHING ABOUT THE WORLD TOO AND HAVE THEM LIVE GOOD LIVES I WANT HUMANITY TO GET BETTER, I WANT EVERYONE TO EXPERIENCE HAPPINESS AND TO REDUCE SUFFERING WITHOUT ROBBING PEOPLE OF THEIR AGENCY AND THE ILLUSION OF FREE WILL I FUCKING LOVE LIFE, THANK GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO LIVE LET'S GOOOOOOOOO WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD THOUGH AIEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>352973 you can use mnemonics to learn the kanji and play with visual elements according to your associative preferences if you have enough patience and avtism you throw whatever you learn to anki doe, to cement everything to know kanji alone doesn't mean to understand Japanese sufficiently doe, but in >>352976 you first learn kanji and their main English meaning, then you get to their readings, which again doesn't mean sufficient understanding of Japanese, but you'll know like 2000 kanji (3000 if book 3) well and not so well and their Chinese readings
>>360147 i copypasted this from mahjong general on 4chong, i do want to learn japanese tho My plan was downloading animes without subs to start getting used to japanese closer (i can understand like 10-15% of their world already i think) I`ll look into anki because last time i tried learning them on some phone app i got locked behind paywall or smth and we #NEVERPAY i still know kanjis from one to 9 though and remember a small amount of them from my last attempt doe
I also have a japanese study book lying around but it was supposed to come with CD disk which it didnt so its usefulness are kind of questionable i guess I studied katakana with its help doe although i dont think i remember most of it anymore
Also reading VNs in original helps a lot supposedly but idk an easy one to begin with I think the moebuta targeted ones are supposed to be easy ones maybe
>>360150 what I also wanted to say is I can recognize the 2,136 regular-use characters (name their basic English meaning and almost always identify their main Sino-Japanese reading) but there are about 1000 more characters in active use evendoe it's all helpful for understanding what's written (with lots of guessing if you don't know much vocabulary) and is a solid foundation for learning real Sino-Japanese vocabulary, it doesn't help much when it comes to undestanding spoken Japanese (there are Japanese context, idioms, grammar, and vocabulary) so learning the kanji for the sake of their own is a purely avtistic venture, very advantageous if you're serious about further learning, but otherwise of not much use in very unJapan post-Sovok >#NEVERPAY I say this >>360154 there are tons of peculiar words, concepts, and grammar alien to us used there without any restraint, which our minds refuse to memorize and store peculiar sounding hidari - left, migi - right and and so on so I made it familiar by assigning hidari to pidari "faggots" (in archaic Japanese they instead of h they pronounced f or p), cuz left = pidari = faggots, and migi to MAGA cuz right = migi are those who support MAGA I apply dis tactic successfully to about 5000 more commonly used words and idioms and I can make sense of Japanese like GOD o algo
>>360168 >there are tons of peculiar words, concepts, and grammar alien to us used there without any restraint, which our minds refuse to memorize and store peculiar sounding hidari - left, migi - right and and so on i think its fairly memorizable if you submerge yourself in japanese culture, for example i remember kita meaning north because haruhi from the eponymous anime attending kita high school (i dont remember the kanji for it though). South is minami because i remember it from some other anime, east is uhh nishi i think and i dont remember west. >so I made it familiar by assigning hidari to pidari "faggots" (in archaic Japanese they instead of h they pronounced f or p), cuz left = pidari = faggots, and migi to MAGA cuz right = migi are those who support MAGA Thats kekish, i dont remember how to say down in japanese but i think up is ue or something which is kinda similar to english up if you think about it. >so learning the kanji for the sake of their own is a purely avtistic venture, very advantageous if you're serious about further learning, but otherwise of not much use in very unJapan post-Sovok I just wanna read japanese books (mostly murder mysteries) and watch untranslated animes/read untranslated vns/play untranslated vidya desu, maybe visit land of the gods in future too eventually, thats as far as my goals to learning nihongo go
Another funny japanese fact is yoroshiku consisting of kanjis meaning night, dew, death and pain, i remember that because bosozoku chads often write it on their coats (zoku means tribe which i learnt from barazoku, a bara manga focused magazine where yaranaika published)
And of course bara means rose (no clue why barafags named themselves after it), yuri means lily, himawari is sunflower (hi is sun and mawari means rotating or something). Figuring out the logic behind Japanese isnt actually that hard, its just the sole amount of kanji to learn is the main obstacle
>借りる (kariru) – to borrow. The Japanese verb kariru comes straight from the English word “Carry (away)!” because Marisa Kirisame strolled into Patchouli’s library yet again but this this time for something more precious... Since for her "borrowing" equals "carrying (away forever)" without fail, this time she cornered the librarian, pressed her against the shelves, and asked with that trademark grin, “Can I borrow YOU?”, i.e. Marisian "carry you away", KARI, before “borrowing” Patchouli’s body for the afternoon carrying it right into her den—riding her thigh while grabbing grimoires with one hand and making the asthmatic witch come with the other. Patchouli could only wheeze “Thief…!” as Marisa “borrowed” orgasm after orgasm. >Hear “can I borrow/carry you away?” and the library theft-hentai, and kariru = to borrow."
>盗む (nusumu) – to steal. The Japanese verb nusumu comes straight from the real English phrase “nude sumo!” because Marisa once again raided the Scarlet Devil Mansion, but this time she went straight for Remilia’s prized gatekeeper Hong Meiling. Marisa tried to pin the muscular gatekeeper against the gate and purred “Can I borrow you?”—but Meiling, far more physically strong, just laughed, ripped off both their clothes in one smooth motion, and declared a nude sumo match to settle who gets borrowed... >The two of them slammed together completely naked under the mansion’s moonlight, sweat-slick skin slapping, breasts pressing, thighs locking in a lewd grapple. Marisa’s usual trickster speed was useless against Meiling’s raw power; the gatekeeper hoisted the witch up, slammed her down, and ground her hips forward until Marisa was the one moaning helplessly. Every time Marisa tried to squirm free, Meiling’s strong arms and powerful legs pinned her tighter, “stealing” every gasp in this nude sumo match, every twitch of her thighs, and every last bit of the witch’s pride in a sweaty, body-to-body nude sumo domination. Marisa lost—hard—collapsing into orgasm after orgasm while Meiling purred, “Looks like I’m the one borrowing you tonight.” Moral: NUDE SUMO discourages stealing. >Hear “nude sumo!” and the gatekeeper-thief hentai heist, and nusumu = to steal.
>弄る (ijiru) - to fiddle with / toy with / grope / molest. Junko has Reisen bent over a bamboo thicket, one hand yanking those long bunny ears like handlebars while the other hand (and occasionally her own glowing futa-cock) goes full ijiru mode on Reisen’s helplessly leaking bunny-dick. Junko leans in and whispers hotly: “I(’ll) JERK (IJIRU) you off until your eyes go full red and you start firing love-bullet danmaku all over the forest.” Reisen just sobs in pleasure, “I-Ijiru~! Ijiru me harder, Junko-samaaa—!” >Hear “I('ll) jerk you off!” and the molestation hentai, and ijiru = to fiddle with / toy with / grope / molest.
