tomorrow's my last day and night with my eldest daughter, then she goes back to her mother's for school, which she finds oppressive. she said she likes the freedom of being with me, even if I'm irresponsible. I wonder what I should to as a surprise last send off for her.
>>411466 I may be a pedophile, like my father and is father before him and his father before him, but I'm not going to lay my hands on my own child, unless she makes the first move. also contraceptives are not catholic, and I don't don't care what that anti-pope said.
I just woke the girl up because I was sick of waiting for suggestions. she want's to go out to one of my buddy's nearby properties to ped the dairy cows and then go to the aquarium in mooloolaba and then have hungry jacks. my father used to burst into my bedroom at 1 am in the morning too when I was her age, but it was to beat me for no reason. kids have it so much easier these days.
not gonna lie, on the three day I was off /bant/ to try an connect with her, her friend, paige, come over. I kinda want to put paige on lay-be for the next 5 years and make her my third marriage.
I woke up early with her to go see the cows at chippy's farm. while driving up there there at 4am, and between the lack of sleep and the haze of alcohol was annoying, it was worth it to see elle giggle and smile. I think, after 13 years, I'm starting to realise the joys of fatherhood. it's about care and sacrifices.
