I have to give my daughter back to her mother today. while I'm happy to get back my life fueled by money, drugs, alcohol and all there based shit I do, I'm feeling kinda lonely at the thought of losing her. I'm gonna miss waking up to cooker her breakfast, I'm gonna miss her telling me off for drinking and doing coke in the morning, I'm gonna miss her telling not to smoke in the kitchen, I'm gonna miss for all the annoyances that come with her. for the first time in my life, I think I'm feeling something I can't pin down. I wouldn't be able to name it really.
